When you're a fangirl , It's not always joy, fun, happiness.
You will experience also sadness, heartaches, loneliness.
I already experienced all of this I already cry every night in my school,
Every day that full of burden.
The reason of those sadness of mine are
When my favorite group/band need to disband/hiatus
One of the member need to leave.
It's really difficult for me to accept those things of course
not for me but also to the other fangirl.
I feel so upset sometimes it's like heavier than my school works.
I always feels like Im dying
JIN AKANISHI Need to LEAVE KATTUN
RYUTARO also need to take a leave
YAMAPI and RYO must say goodbye to NEWS
SUG HIATUS
VERSAILLES HIATUS
I always experience all of this
even we say Im in 9 years of my fandoms
I always feel like crying everytime I will reminisce those things.
i never get broken by love b ut i always got a heartaches by love when it comes to my fandoms. ♥♥♥
i CANT LIVE WITHOUT IT
MY LIFE REVOLVES ON THEM